Redefinition of spring

A repeated cycle of events always do occur in life which finally reflects a nice acid-mix of feelings and the respective inherent thoughts. There was some regret, some felicity and some honour at the moment of leave. I simply thought about those beautiful and innocent years wherein the definition of female is only "opposite sex" as compared to the complex definition that i have now in my mind. The definition of sex meant nothing and used to blush out for no good reason. The definition of will, power and ambition have no true meanings. All simple and clear things in life seemed to be very complex, but to the feel the nature of adulthood we jus used to act pretentiously. When some real innocent friend turns up saying that he doesnt know about it, we just used to flatter him with a proud smile and explain him the exaggerated meaning of the same. We were all kids , but we still had those new inborn weird feelings and the chaotic mental state made us pretentious.

The same cycle repeats again and again (more or less), its in morphology of human nature to be pretentious at some point or other though many of you wouldn't have agreed with me. This is a fact..clean and obvious. I am not gonna discuss stupid theories behind this, but it occurred to me many a times..and now i am creating a blog notebook of the same. The beginning of a new cycle is a wonderful feeling similair to a spring, where happy thoughts go with happy climate..many unrealised beautiful lessons from the nature ..unlearned, neglected thrown away features of nature's methodology..people (including me) are all idiots really never do care about this aforementioned fact but always cry hopelessly for springs and nice wonderful climates to sex with. Somehow, humans in most dimensions are incapable of diversified imaginations..including great intellectuals who have often failed and raised..Overall nature is so fuckin complicated and its elements are so random, inexplicable and every fuckin being on earth derives pleasure from its own cup of knowledge that a frog in the well does !! ...I try to attach some explaination to this..always demotivated with the feelin that i cud never understand this...maybe somebody must be really crazy to think on these lines ..and 1001 odd phds cud have covered this topic ..on the random and insane "nature of nature" ...rather there are many million odd useless works goin on around the world..however..everyone thinks the same..that the other person is more jobless compared to his/her own self..a hopeless lecture for jobless guys !!