Thursday, December 24, 2009

No Need of a fuckin head !!

Well, these days i always thought to jot down my thoughts about my place of work. After all the stupid thinking that i have done pver past couple of weekends , i really went through some phase known as..fuck ...who knows what...thats reall is the point here..am willing to write something and then boom...it flashes away..probably this is the least characteristic that a writer can has..and probably the great asset too. There's this Chennai syndrome, or i dunnow what it is, this place is full of adamant swarms..yes, this really is ..though most of theam are friendly adamant swarms..but note the jey word adamant !.its like this city is throwing you a box of challenges that you can never really fuckin solve ..is it ? the bunch of auto drivers..who feel they are no less than the cute tamil hero and argue like the same...i mean there are countless examples...but still, i started to feel the city has some pulse, probably am too short-sighted to see it and there might be optimistic way of looking at this. You get to hold on to the best southies stuff in your daily grub..well ..that's awesome, nice..but there are some other major major diturbances to note here..the meaning of rock for some decent fan like me ..as the people in pubs tell me ..its akon..i would like to cry loud and shout "akon is not a rock u daft pricks !!"..the waiter just raises his shoulders as if thats the best rock music he has heard ..well fuck all this..am being too pesismistic here..thinking of positvies ..what do i have here..maybe i need time to write my next immediate blog to update on the so called positives..except for one..there's a pub ..wherein i jus happened to login one fine saturday..started feel my hard-on for the strings ..ohh ya..its miles davis ..then came beautiful cocaine by eric clapton ...ohh..started to feel..chennai's got some life !!..maybe i need to ecplore places like these..who knows..i might experience many hard-on's in the future !!

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Redefinition of spring
A repeated cycle of events always do occur in life which finally reflects a nice acid-mix of feelings and the respective inherent thoughts. There was some regret, some felicity and some honour at the moment of leave. I simply thought about those beautiful and innocent years wherein the definition of female is only "opposite sex" as compared to the complex definition that i have now in my mind. The definition of sex meant nothing and used to blush out for no good reason. The definition of will, power and ambition have no true meanings. All simple and clear things in life seemed to be very complex, but to the feel the nature of adulthood we jus used to act pretentiously. When some real innocent friend turns up saying that he doesnt know about it, we just used to flatter him with a proud smile and explain him the exaggerated meaning of the same. We were all kids , but we still had those new inborn weird feelings and the chaotic mental state made us pretentious.
The same cycle repeats again and again (more or less), its in morphology of human nature to be pretentious at some point or other though many of you wouldn't have agreed with me. This is a fact..clean and obvious. I am not gonna discuss stupid theories behind this, but it occurred to me many a times..and now i am creating a blog notebook of the same. The beginning of a new cycle is a wonderful feeling similair to a spring, where happy thoughts go with happy climate..many unrealised beautiful lessons from the nature ..unlearned, neglected thrown away features of nature's methodology..people (including me) are all idiots really never do care about this aforementioned fact but always cry hopelessly for springs and nice wonderful climates to sex with. Somehow, humans in most dimensions are incapable of diversified imaginations..including great intellectuals who have often failed and raised..Overall nature is so fuckin complicated and its elements are so random, inexplicable and every fuckin being on earth derives pleasure from its own cup of knowledge that a frog in the well does !! ...I try to attach some explaination to this..always demotivated with the feelin that i cud never understand this...maybe somebody must be really crazy to think on these lines ..and 1001 odd phds cud have covered this topic ..on the random and insane "nature of nature" ...rather there are many million odd useless works goin on around the world..however..everyone thinks the same..that the other person is more jobless compared to his/her own self..a hopeless lecture for jobless guys !!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Handbook of G practice
ohh ya !..this is needed ..fuckin needed..am aint any expert with mary jane nor am a rookie...so if u think this is bullshit , then fuckin close this window ..if u hav some interest in gettin screwed just scroll down for some shite u might have never read of ! I am writin this out of frustration and there are some mindphucks who wont listen to proper shite after a G !! ..Fuckin nettled man ..wat can i say ...

All ya need is grass..get some scorer or dealer...ya onez gotta have some guts in his ass..and even ready to sacrifice the power of his dick..develop impotence...those motherfuckin seeds..G gives and G takes ( a modified- line by welsh ) ...u get all the pleasure ..somethin u have never experienced, better than sex ...multiply your best orgasm with 1000 odd times and you are nowhere near to this (courtesy : welsh ) ..who needs dick man when u have grass...go for it...and ofcourse though i don totally believe in this..many of us must accept that masturbation is an off-track smoother feeling after u got on high !! ..and ya comin about the music recipe ...goddamn list never fuckin ends....it can be a hard, rockin session or a soft one..really depends on the mood ..i had done both...if u need some suggestion..do post somethin in the comments ..the list is too fuckin looong to list out here...or else there are already numerous posts where u can get them ...my favourite : psychodelic...
I really dunnow ...cock feels lengthened..and many other odd things happen..where u wont give a shit about wass happenin tae the body...balls !! ..let the endorphines drain off ! ..i don need any fuckin cunt to tell me abt what wud happen or has happened inside...as tis aforementioned ..it GIVES and it takes...am onto the former side ! ..ohh ya ..many others to mention..had done weird things ...drunk water from a washbasin in a bog...goin to somebody else's place....and blackouts are worth mentioning...and fuck the imagination ....goddamn philosophical touch to some insane thought ...sometimes u feel like jim morrison's movin inside ur head..and lecturing u out or hendrix is burning ur ass (rather instead of guitar - that he really does) ...fuckin crazy world...so wat ru waitin ? ..am jobless and i guess ur too...stuff the jane and light the joint ..yo G !! .rem man its proper music that makes up proper night...and thanks to many valuable frens who made my foray into this world possible ;)